bear with me yahh.. cuz this is gonna be the most mendak entry for the day. And it's all gonna be about me me me and me..

well.. im sure some of my blogger peepz have been asking me to see my new love pic..
well it'll be up soon.. cuz i am juz plain lazy to load photos to my slow and bloody slow lappy.
so irritating.. just feel like throwin it and get another lappy fer free...

my body's aching now and I really wish for some pampering ..
and events are gonna be juz a week away.. Cant believe that time really flies so fast..
i really wish everyday's a holiday.
no need to work.. but money still runs in the bank.. how cool can dat be? in ur dreams Fid..
*rolls eyes*

hmm no more dreaming.. time to pursue what I want in life.. which is my happiness and my success.
I hope this time I did not make the wrong move or decision..
But if it is.. then God's Almighty.. He will surely test me and I accept the fate which will be written fer me..

To be in this relationship, which at first made me think twice.. and maybe more than that..
Made me feel that sumhow I dun deserve to be in love animore..
But finding that sumone finally open up my heart to love once again.
My mum says, if ur heart beats everytime you see him than go fer him..
Mum had been very supportive of me.. Thanks Mama.

Thru the bad dates I went thru which almost cause a police report..
Thru the dates who juz wanted nothing but the body..
Thru the dates who juz had nothing better to do than think fer themselves only.
Thru the dates who thinks they noe me so well that they can rule my life and my movements.
Thru the dates who gave me hope but in the end tells me tat he's a bad guy.. wth??

Thru all those dates which almost gave me a depressing time of my life.
I thanked those guys..Because of y'all, my life is getting better..
Getting better each day.. Insya Allah..
Cuz like in Leona Lewis song, " It'll all get better in time.."
A song which I relate to so much in the mrt in the bus.. and before I even go to sleep..
A song which finally woken me up from my daydreams..the song my dearest colleague Fatin gave to me in one of my entries..
That song taught me alot.. to stand up strong at my own two feet again..

And thanks to dear friends who have always been there to support me and never give up to assist me to move on with life..

"Life can be hard at times, but its the choices you made that made what you are today..."

And for that.. I thank you all.

And thanks to my dearest Baby Rusydi.. Fer always being there fer me.. when I went thru my singlehood.. Fer being there to slowly guide me.. Fer the love and care you provided me ..
Fer sweet moments we had whenever we spend time together.. I hope we both can compromise in whatever we do.. Insya Allah, I hope fer the best in us..

To Bestie.. thanks fer the support. I hope I did not make the wrong choice..

To my other guyfrenz whom I might have disappoint, sorry if I was a bad past in ur life.. but everyting changes at a point of time so I hope you all can accept my decision.

Seriously.. no one can predict what their future will be like..
So.. I juz pray hard to Him tat everything will go smoothly.

Sheesh another wedding this coming Sun with baby's frens... to JB.. duno if I can make it or not..
And hmmmm wat's the color for baju raya this year eh..
Baby kept asking me.. I havent tot of a color yet aniway..
Puasa pon lom lagik..
Siao.. ahahah..

Toodlez..