10 more mins to go !!!
Yeah countdown..
Cant wait to open up the present i got from Veolia..
HeHe.
It's actually a prize I did fer some Safety Quiz..
Me, Fatin & Leo won DVD players.. 3 jokers.. kekeke.
So now I've gotta carry it home..
And due to my carelessness.. my purse dropped inside Baby's bag..
And I only realise I was money-less when me and colleagues bout to go for lunch.
Haiyoz..
Now I've gotta go strate home.. since Baby cant pass me my purse now..
Well..
Gotta werk tomorrow.. urghh..
Hopefully get to go the National Bikers Weekend at the Spore Flyer..
And maybe meeting one of my dear ones.. =)
Till then.. 
I am sorry if I've ever hurt anyone in particular..
Thruout my 23 years of living..
To my family, I love u all..
To my dearest frenz, I love u all..
To my colleagues, I treasure the times..
To people I noe in the Internet.. good or bad..
It was an experience noeing u all..
=)
Hope my Friday turns out good.
Friday has always been a happy day for me.
A day which I always look forward to..
If there's no planz today, I wud juz love to sit by the beach alone at nite and juz feel the moments..
That's what I really wanna do..
I really wanna have some peace..
And yeah, I am not okay..
Till then.
while waiting for my Baby to fetch me..
I shall juz blog my time away juz to kill time..
I am very tired lah today..
he's gonna reach here in 5 min time..
I am very worried for Bestie.. hope everything's alrite fer her..
ohhh my suddenly now my mind blank.. ishh
Arrghh i need to eat dinner ... hungry laaa deyy..
=)
I am so shagged...
I really had a long day..
Had satay fer dinner.. lama tak makan.. hehe alamak susuk jatuh lah keke.
Well, I really need a holiday but not enuff income to do all these..
But I really need one.
A short one wud be gud..
Sentosa pon ok lah..
Haiz..
Juz 4 more days to a day that is juz the same as any day.. =)
Not really looking forward to it.
Worst, it falls on a Mon.. And I gotta werk. Haiz.
Bye.
Went for CPR session hold by the S'pore Heart Foundation..
At least learnt something.. how to pump the correct way..
Hehe..
Good lah at least in times of emergency..
Had an 'okie-okie' day today..
Will be meeting Baby later.. 2 days tak meet dah mcm 2 mths lolz.
Gotta go fer an appointment later.. Hope its gud fer me.
Had Sakae Sushi the night before with Bestie.. Chill abit and then went home.
Hehe heard she's gonna get a girl.. Hehe so happy fer Bestie..
=)
And listen up peepz..
If you're a Malay Novel lover.. I will soon be selling off my novels collection.}
It's 2nd hand but still in good condition.
And I'm selling it at a very good price.
Will put up soon.
And maybe more to come..like figurines.. =)
Cant wait to see my Baby =)
regardless to my prev entry..
due to my own clumsiness..
or is my fingers too big fer the keyboards oredy.. ahakz.
I was typing a long entry..
But then all gone..
Trying to recap everything here..
I was at my lowest these past few days..
And the only person I cud really open up to is Baby..
Tho he at times became my victim of moody swings, he still there to give me a hug & comfort.
Thanks alot Baby..
I am already feeling the recession heat on me..
And it's really heavy.. I really meant heavy.
Money wont stick with me like glue anymore.
Money will juz disappear so fast from my hands..
Everything need money now.
But I noe, sumhow we'll manage everything.
I still have time.
Last Sat, had an outing with the Uncensored guys and babes..
Went to Siti's bro engagement.. And then headed to the chalet..
Some picz taken but not much..
First time meeting Baby's cuzin gf.. Diyanah..
Sweet gerl..
Reached home like 5am in the morning..
Sunday was spent sleepin in the afternoon..
While waiting fer Baby to come home from the escorts, I had a good rest.
We both headed to Penin to get my gym shoes.. unfortunately it rained and we had to stop under a flyover before continueing our journey..
Had dinner at Komalas.. pehh panjang paper dosai aku ahahah and his Bhaturra is much bigger than his head.. Lol.
Well today, some director gonna come to my office..
And as per normal.. the kanchiong-ness in the office is starting to piss me off.
And yeah, I'm covering duty for customer service ..
Have to sit infront counter.. urghh bored la.. Sleepy tau.
bye fer now.
fuck shit.
ive typed everything and my idiot finger taps on the wrong button..
poof.. everything gone !
I think I better go to sleep.
period.
nytez.
its Fri Fri Fri FriesDay..
Lolz.
Lame!
And I am so feeling the weekend mood.
Maybe heading to gym on the wkends..
Since we cant think of any other activities to do. hur hur..
Tomorrow my off day. Yay!!!!
Sleep can wake up late.
Especially since "it" came today..
I feel the pain bebeh.. arggh !
Juz feel like lying down and sleep ..
1 more hour to lunch.
I tink I'll take a nap. =0
Hee.
Yes Everyone..
Listen up..
Everyone who are my fellow frens, bestie, colleagues, ex-colleaguess...
Seriously I miss times going out together..
And the best part of course is the FUN we all had..
Camwhoring and crazy crazy stuffz..
Frens have been so quiet..
Bestie.. I've yet to spend time together with ya.. Wonder how ur tummy looks like now..
Kekeke..
I wana go out with all of u but im bloody broke..
I hope i get to see all of u next mth or wat..
10 More Days !!!! to my.....
Big Day = Grow Old Day.. =P
I GIVE UP..
BAD TO WORSE !!!
I DUN CARE..
U !!!my back really hurts.. 
I dunno what's the cause of it.. maybe cuz I carried some stuffs while shifting..
And that caused a mood swing fer me. And poor Baby had to go thru with me..
He brought me to West Coast Plaza after eating our dinner..
The place still new but looks fine to me..
Wat's important is there's quite a bunch of makan places.. and can't wait fer Sakae Sushi to open..
There's alof MOF Jap Sweets & Coffee yet to try.. hehe.
Asik makan je aku..
After finding some stuffs... he brought me to his aunt's house juz beside the mall..
Felt welcomed.. cuz his aunt is very frenly..
And her TFC channel hooked me cuz I'm into Pinoy dramas too.. and best of all Jericho Rosales is in it.. hehe.
Taknak alek lak tu.. lolz..
Overall, besides the mood swing.. I'm totally fine..
And I hope u all have a fine Wednesday today yah..
Andddddd GOOD MORNING !!! Have a hearty breakfast to all of u werking yah !!!
Need ur opinions please.. Due to a budget constraint, shud I still get my MAC powder and get over it ..or juz go for a simple ZA... cuz so used to MAC.. and if u guys have any other brands which is better than MAC yet affordable.. do share ya !!
shifted out of my room to juz outside..
havent sit on the recep area cuz its still under progress..
hehe not much privacy tho..
well.. today kinda hv alot of work to do..
and now my mind totally blank dunno what to write..
dinner with my darling later keke..
and im ohhh soooo BROKE.. gosh....!!!
Bestie.. miss u babe =(
Saturday..
I was freakin' bored at home..
Baby's werking the afternoon shift..
And so I juz had to sleep the whole day at home..
Watched Cintaku Forever at RTM 1 ..the hero was Yusry KRU.. a very heartfelt love story..
Imagine being in love and noeing both of u are gonna face death soon due to the sickness they had.. Sedih kann.. ?? =(
While watching.. I suddenly had an idea..
I did some facial scrub on my own..
And put on my whitening mask.. fer fun.
Hehe.. Had to relax for 15 min..
But I fell asleep and overshot 5 more mins ..hehe .. felt pampered by myself. Lolz.
The rest of the nite was spent lazily at home..
Boring..
Sunday came.. and I was still clueless of what to do ..
MSN-ed with Baby in the afternoon ..
And was trying to plan on where to go..
Dah penat pikir..
Last2..he came by & finally we went to JB..
Slight jam at Causeway Link and worst I was wearing short sleeve top..
It was freeaggin' HOT at first.. but then.. masok JB je after immigrations,
It started to drizzle and drizzle and pooooffff....
We zoomed to Boy's workshop..
Parked his bike there while asking his fren to do the bike..
Hailed a cab to .. Jusco at Tebrau CIty..
Kinda my first time there.. Thanks Baby for bringing me there..
Since he noe I'll get bored waiting at the workshop..
It was totally like Vivocity..
And loads of food...
and listen up peepz.. Manhattan Fish Market pon ade lah !!!! Halal lagik !!!
Heeheh..
I was disappointed cuz we knew about it only after we ate at this Rasa Mas restaurant..
Sumting like Kenny Rogers.
There's Roxy and Quiksilver but wanna shop there? Kirim salam lah.. mahal giler.. keke..
Im gonna go there again.. hehehehe..
Fatin, how much u eat the Seafood Platter in Spore?? At Jusco it was like RM46.90.. ahah..
Shud ask ur baby drive u there.. =)
Hehe..
Its so wet with heavy rain now.. and I cant eat..
I'll be starving.. cannot buy lunch.. how how ? =(
i juz wanna be random here.
i dun wanna get myself too carried away..
juz dat today my mind felt so fragile..
watched music vidz and i cried..
cried my heart out..
duno why i'm like these..
i seldom go online right after i wake up.. with the 'juz woke up' face..
and... y ehh??
december's coming.. some are going on holidays, some are waiting for their bonus pay.. my co. dunno got bonus or not..
and i hope fer new resolutions..
and i wanna start anew.. =)
looks like.. some things changed.
and i wonder what it is..
and i dun wanna think about it so much..
i juz dun wanna stress myself too much..
it juz wont work..
but at least new pair of shoes made my day..
bought pointed pumps at DMK..
had dinner with baby at NUS..
we put on innocent looks. hehe as if we're students there.
but indeed we got it at cheap price.. and the Indo Panggang nice until I was too full to finish it.
I think if i were to study in NUS, I think I'll really lose alot of weight..
cuz have to go up and down the hill..
hehe =)
and we found his Super 4 Super Bold'or twin... and parked beside it..
the other twin was black in color.. shud hv taken a pic of it..
his original bike was supposed to be in black actually..
and the rider from the other bike actually put a note on Baby's bike..
saying shud keep in touch cuz its rare to see Super Bold'or on the road..
not many ride it..
haha Baby ade geng baru seyyy.!!!
and on a lighter note.. i cant wait for my bday..
cuz i wanna stay home and sleep.. and forget about work.. =P
okies gtg now~
my presence in ur life..
is to be with u thru thick and thin..
as long as im breathing..
I'd be here to help.
that's why I'm here for eu..
dun weri about how im gonna handle my own probz..
cuz urs is mine too..
and together we'll face it..
"To go the easy life, we have to go thru the hardships first.."
And its not gonna be easy..
But prayers said..
Along the way, with God's will .. we'll get out of these things..
P/S: Baby, hold me my hand and never let go... urs are mine to keep.. =)
sometimes it gets complicated.. and confuses me..
and it's really not a good sign..
i have to think positive..
to think in a mature way.. cuz yeah im turning a year older soon..
the 1st will come soon.. and i shud act my age..
And I guess.. only time will tell whether I can make it or not..
Whether I'm meant for all this or not.
Whether it's love, life or lust..
I've already made the decision to take an off on my birthday..
I wonder why my company doesnt have Birthday Leave..
Lolz..
Govt jobs do have seh.. =(
Listening to Ria now and its the Bismillah song...
Dunno from who..
Got rap..
The old song from Yasin & Too Phat I noe..
But this one different..
Got like M.Nasir voice..
Nice raps with lots of morality advice..
"Tessa Rossa, rollacosta.. hahahah wTH??!!!
Hmmm wat are plans fer my bday..
Of coz there's no celebration.. like every year.. its the same.
Unless someone wants to hold a celebration for me..
I'd be happy to blow the cake.. hehehe.
Well not important lah..
But time really went by very very fast..
Before I knew it a year's gonna pass..
Since last dec, my breakup, till June this year my bliss when God gave me Baby..
The love I did not find but blooms by itself..
Which made me love him stronger each day..
And it's really true..
Love did find me by itself.. and it was my decision to either open up my heart to it or not..
Alhamdulilah..
I still rememver the moon,the waves and the stars witnessing our love bloom that nite.. =)
Love u Baby..
and hehe I was juz being random here..
I'm blogging bout watever in my mind now..
And its so cold..
heavy rain..
Back to reality now.. werk werk werk...
Yeah.. swimming later this evening..
With Bestie..
Finally.
And had a gr8 time with Baby yest..
Went to get my collagen...
cost me $58 for a tin..
hee..
Look at some stuffz at Far East.. found lotsa nice dresses..
but none really caught my eye..
TGIF huh today..
Well have fun peepz and have a great weekend ahead..
I duno wat to blog.. juz wasting time in here I guess .. kekeke.
Toodlez
Tuesday..
Movie date with Baby after work.. he was on his last day of MC..
and we decided to watch Tropic Thunder..
Crazy war comedy.. hehe..
Youuuuu mer mer mer mer makkkkeeee me HhhaaaaPPPPieeeee ...
ahaha Simple Jack.
Actually was bit sleepy when the movie started.. I lost appetite to eat..
I only stole bits of fries from Baby.. tu pon kene pakse makan..
After movie, my head was bit dizzy..
And I was forced to eat.. I think he got kinda mad at me for not wanting to eat..
Well, if I faint, who's gonna carry me ..hehe.. im too heavy fer Baby mah lolx..!
End up late dinner at MacD..
RoDe home early as he's on the morning shift the next day..
Once I had my head on my cozy pillows.. I tink I snored soundly.. till the next morning..
Damn tired..
Wednesday : Yesterday..
Was at the office from morning till noon..
Went to the Clean & Green Exhibition at Suntec..
Packed with school kids..
And shook hands the CEO for my company if im not wrong..
and he totally reminded me of Pierce Brosnan..
Really..
James Bond..
By the time me and my colleagues ended our tour.. it was almost 4pm..
So headed fer coffee..
And shopped alone for my toiletries..while waiting fer Bestie for our last minute facial..
Hmm.. tot it was a great idea.. since my face needed some rejuvenating..
Hehe..
Then added some foot bath..
It was a pampering nite fer us..
Eventually we wanted to get a foot scrub but needed appointment..
So I guess next time then..
After facial felt so much better..
And a change of facial cleanser & moisturiser fer me..
If only I had more finance.. I wud continue my facial sessions..
But fer now I will do it on my own.. and focuz on my slimming..
My facial therapist.. said.. I look different much slimmer than the last time I went fer facial..
Hehe.. kembang kejap dok..
And I'm waiting waiting waiting fer a Spa Retreat..
Hopefully end of this yr..
Pleeeeeassssseee.... =P
Today will be meeting Baby after werk..
Need to get the Meiji Collagen Drink fer myself..
Hope it works..
And it's raining again..
Sheesh..
Cold = Sleepy = Wants to go home.. =P
Bye..
I had shocking news on Fri nite..
Baby was soooo sick poor him..
And he fainted off the road..
I was so worried..
Plus he was on the bike.. Syukurlah he's ok now..
Visited my Baby yest at NUH Emergency Ward..
Kesian dier.. muke sembab..
Ish..
I cudnt get any sleep when I found out he's oredy otw to hospital..
And still not awake in the morning..
Felt so quiet.. I cried and cried..
I was so worried..
But Alhamdulilah he's fine now..
I tink safely sound asleep at home..
I felt so guilty tat I was actually arguing with him that day itself..
If only he listens to me, when I asked him to go home after he found out he's not well..
he shudnt have waited fer werk to finish..
Degil..
Get well soon baby.. =)
Bestie accompanied me to the hosp yest..
After that headed to town for dinner and we actually had our pedicure session..
the pedi session i oways wanted..
hehe the shop was actually closing..but we managed to get it. hehe.
it was my first time...
and i tink i shud go fer it make it a once a mth thingy..
cuz i sucked at cutting my toenails..
and i felt bit pampered..
next off .. spa manicure..
scrubz..
and hehe .. maybe a short getaway to a nearby island fer some... relaxing moments..
i nid to relax my mind.. full of so many things burdened up my head..
till i get alot of headaches..
argghhh gosh i need to sleep in early tonite..
cuz i nid to wakie early tomorrow morning..
need to report to werk by 7.45am..
there's an EHS Safety thing going on the premises..
and we gotta be early..
GM wants to talk to us.. haiyahz..
Hopefully can wake up.. kekeke.
Okie rasa mcam nk tdo lak..
hehe but weather kinda hot hot hot.. =(
tata..
"What I Want"
1) Everlasting love with BaBy..
2) Stable financial..
3) Class 3 Licence..
4) Spa Retreat..
AND... so much more HeHe..
