Haiz..
Didnt get to do my hair..
I wish I'm on halfday today but NO I'M NOT.. sheesh..
Working full day today.. haiyahz..
Cuz I din wana apply leave.. Potong gaji.. uat pe.. Hmmmmphxxxxx

But nvm..
Tomorrow, my hair will be the blackest .. hahahah..
1st day of raya.. takpela behave sikit..

Nice lak tgk org perm.. but for me lazy lah wanna manage..
Cuz last time I've did perming before..
Baru-baru perm nice ah.. but as time goes by ahaha lazy..

Managed to do last minute chores and choc chip cookies..
All done by myself..
Slept early last nite.. soooo tired.

Maybe going Geylang tonite.. cuz I still havent get my Cheesestick Orange Crackers..
Near my house here all goneee..
I dunno if Baby can accompany me or not.. haiz..
I noe it'll be crowded..

And i forgotten to send my white gold necklace for welding ..
Cuz it split when I was at Bangkok.. *sobs*
I think I'll juz get a new chain la.. hehe.
Cuz I cannot wear silver la neck itchy.. hehehe..

Okie I'm having a headache now..

Miss my Baby.. =(

Friday nite..

Broke fast with Baby at Pasir Panjang Nasi Lemak..
Been craving fer it.. finally got it hehe..
Ate as much..
Oh oh... I didnt follow my diet oredy seh must buck up kekeke..
Bestie's mummy called to say.. no need to do our Nutella Cake..
Ler...
So off me and Baby to West Coast MacD since he wanted his ice cream so much..
Juz to occupy time while wait fer Bestie to get the groceries..
Soon got a call from her to buy some stuffs..
So off to Sheng Siong Clementi.. hee near my nyai house..
Wahh they still got fresh fishes seh at nice..
We had to tawaf the place juz to get our sugars and butter.. kekeke.

Me and Baby went to Bestie's house later on to start on the baking...
Got busy on the baking.. while Baby go watch TV..
Hehe and yes our Choc Kit Kat cookies.. succeeded.. hehe..
Despite the kneading and the kecohness in the kitchen kekeke..
It was so fun.. !!
Bestie had much fun man.. and the cookies taste yummeh... =)

And I didnt expect Baby wud really wait fer me till the wee hours in the morning..
I wasnt sleepy at all..
Checked on Baby to see he and his bestpren oredy snoring away.. haiyozz..
Kecian sehh.. he waited cuz he didnt want me to go home alone with cab.. ishh..
Thanks so much Baby.. =)
And its already 3am...
So .. sahur-ed at her house..

Babe first time eh kitorang dapat sahur2 sama2..
We shud do this often..
Maybe dinner together.. hehe..=)

there were pics taken fer the cookies but hehe at home la..

After sahur-ed, we rode off home..

Saturday..

Woke up..noon..
Baby ajak me go Angsana JB.. yay..
Juz to see whether we cud get some stuffz there..
Hehe..
And my gudness helmet mcm nk terbang.. and all thanks to Baby..
Ride mcm giler..
But we reached there fast .. lucky no jam..
Went there also since we got so sick of town town town and sumore the F1 goin on.. hehe.
Break fast at Kenny Rogers.. finally..
Sorry ya Bestie supposingly we supose to go together with ur hubby rite but then.. ni pon mcm last min hehe..
But aniwaes..
Happy Birthday to her..
Hope ur celebration with ur love ones was a memorable one.. =)

Chilled at one of the bike workshops at JB.. aiyohh wait till late seh.. ngntokz..
Then we both had Ramly burgers fer late supper hehe..
Lapar nyer pasal..
Only then we rode off home thru Causeway.. surprisingly no jam.. =)

Sunday...

Cleaned up my messy messy room..
Went to buy my shoes at JP..
And found out got my red light hehehe...
Yay..
Can makan..
Ape lagi bedal ah choc kitkat..

Then Baby accompanied me to town to get my bag fer Raya..
cuz my last yr Guess Bag zip broke.. haiz.. my fave bag seh..
Makan at Resto Surabaya Lucky..
Lembab sak service.. ahah
I tink the rest of the customers oredy eaten half their food while ours.. still waiting fer the rice..
Ishh.. bad experience..

Mum and sis ajak me n Baby go geylang.. but he was sooooo shy..
Last2 time alek.. my mum's cab was juz infront of us..
Ape lagik member sembunyi lah ahahah.
Takpe.. raya then u can show ur face ya Baby.. kekeke =P

And soooo shagged today.. A Monday..
Haishh..
Wish today is a HOLIDAY..
1 more day to Raya..
Phewww.. loads more to clean..

And do my hair..

Errr.. better do my werk now..
Sorry fer being the long-winded Fidah today.. sheesh..

Ciaoz.. !

iTs sooOOOOOOO phReaKin cold in here...
will anyone out there be kind enuff to share me a sweater or better off a blankiee...
so i can snuggled in my cosy office..
I tink I'll catch a cold again seh..

The air-con worse.. remote spoil.
So cannot adjust the temperature..
In fact the air-con hasnt been switched off since last week..
Imagine the coldness..
Suddenly miss the ambience in Joo Koon..
Well well well =P my fellow colleagues will shift in here soon hehe..
Can't wait to reunite again.. Yay.. !!
Gossip gossip ehk..

Awww Big Reminder..
I haven't clean my room..
Everywhere I read in blogs.. mostly cleaned their house oredy..
Hehe.. lucky Dad oredy painted the house way before fasting.. =)
Left with curtains, dunno mum wana buy new one or not..
My bedsheets, wipe my window grills, throw my big pile of unwanted rubbish.. ahakz.
I havent dig out all of it yet.. once I dig,. I'll sneeze and sneeze hehe.. dusty mah =P

And arrange my novels.. mostly bought but havent read.. hehe.
I lost all my Manga figurines seh.. dunno what my little siblings did to it..
Haiyahz.. last time shud hv bought the glass display to cover my collection from being ruined.

Yesterday evening Baby booked out of his camp.. and this time.. its his last day of Reservist..
I was so excited to see him..
Missed him loads..
But, something happened.. and we both had a BIG argument..
But all things fine now.. we met up last nite to talk things out and Alhamdulilah we were both back to normal.
I regret saying those words to him, when I knoe deep down I really love him so much.
Anger controlled my mind so all I did was shout out those words..
Sorry Baby..and thanks fer that hug.. =)

Will be goin over to Bestie's house tonite..
Baking baking.. cakes & cookies.. yummeh..

Okies, I'm really shivering now.. tak leh tasyan.. grrrrrrr.

Ciaoz

with this pain in my head now..
I just feel like shouting ..
Can I ? Arrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

K done.

I'm not at my nicest mood now.
Really not feeling well..

I juz wish the day would end very soon..
So tired.

I just wanna sleep.
Bye..

I am sooo tired..
Yesterday managed to try out the recipe I found online..

Choc Chip Cookies with Nestum..
First tryout.. smpai blackout my house.. due to seldom on the oven..

Then duno y bake for few minutes only the biscuit burnt..

Haiyoz..

Sooo I froze the batter..
Hope today turns out well..
More cookies to bake...

Need to buy more stuffz..

Oh yeahh I need shoes & handbag ..
Haiz..

What else..
New curtains?

Hmm.. give me a break........

=( Baby sorry....... I was so grumpy lately..
U've always been my victim when comes to my rawwwrrrr.....
Hehe thanx fer being patient with me.. =)

Hehe..
I've not much to do.. So did this as requested by aDeq.. KeKe..

1) Where would you go if someone sponsor you an air ticket?
Would love to go to Japan or Europe tour..

2) What's ur fave thing to do?
Camwhoring and PSP-ing..

3) Do u think money can buy happiness?
Of coz not.. money are just notes with no feelings..

4) If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
A car perhaps.. hehe =)

5) Things you can't live without?
Family, Baby, Hp, Frenz, Food, Drink, Money..& errr my face powder..

6) What are you afraid to lose?
My love ones.. and my wallet..

7) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I would buy my important stuffs, save for my future and ask Baby to get married to me with the money.. hehehehe

8) What do you dream of doing in the future?
To become a successful woman.. =)

9) List 3 gud points about the person who gave you this survey?
aDeq - Sweet, Cute and Kind =)

10) What makes you happy?
Chocolates and my Baby's smile..

11) What type of person do you hate most?
Pretenders, backstabbers & world..

12) If you have super powers, what would it be?
The power to freeze time.. hehkz =P

13) Would you go for the happiness or money?
I would say both.. cuz happiness with money is a Bonus.. =)

14) Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
My family of coz.. and it'll be Baby's too..

15) If you have a gf/bf, would you die for her?
Hehe.. I leave it to God..

16) What is the one ting you want to do badly rite now?
I want to eat la.. hungry..

17) Who are you close to?
My family, Bestie, Baby.. and my frens =)..

18) Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like him/her?
Of coz la..if never tell later regret.. haiyoz..

19) If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
To not start drinking.. I really want to quit.. Da quit ponz.. =)

20) Things that scare you?
Anyting eerie or tragedies..

21) 7 things you like/love the most?
Baby, sleep, his bike, choc, camwhoring & money.. hehehe

22) 7 important things in my room?
Bed, laptop, TV, mirror, novels, charger & my make-ups.

23) 7 people to do this questionnaire?
Ayu, Nyla, Atika, Suli, IqahRusty, Zyla, Immirza .. do ya if u guys free =)

Hehe. Done.
So bored.
Monday blues.. =(
Miss Baby.
3 more days to go yah..
Cant wait to bake my cookies today.. =) Bought the dry goods last night hehe.
Gonna do Honey Cornflakes & Choc Chip cookies.. yumz..
Baby wants to try it.. keke ..

Hopefully everyting turns out fine.. =) Insya Allah..

fiNaLLy... bought 2 pairs of baju kurung for myself..
Found a very close color to Baby's kurung..
This yr..we both songket hehe.. =)

Sat afternoon 2 hours before break fast .. was so jampacked..
Luckily ade gak parking..
We were both so exhausted with the crowd but we still manage to tahan our puasa..
after resting fer awhile..
we both went back to the carpark to head to the nearest motor workshop.. since his buddy was there waiting..

And my utmost surprise.. !!!! I almost shout too!!!
I bumped into Nadia & Nikman at the carpark itself..
Wahhhh really long time since I bumped into the both of them..
She was with her sister I tink...
And small world.. Baby noes the sister's bf..
Hehe park sebla2 aje.. kkekeke.."
Was nice to meet Nadia =)

Headed to workshop and then off to buka-ing..
Merempat jap kat blakang Teh Tarik Haig Rd..
Park at the side of the road and got some food..
Wahhh sental otak-otak ikan fuhh smpai kenyang ahahha.

After that we went our separate ways..
Jalan2 with Baby and we had supper at Adam Rd Food Ctr..
Tak tahu nak makan ape last give up to this Indian guy who's been touting us to buy from his tall..
Padahal, there's a sign there no touting..
Tak beli org tu ngamok lak..

So I shared a plate of Nasi Goreng Merah with Baby and had 3 glasses of Teh.. whahah.
We talked about us.. about religion..
And tots of opening the Al-Quran and ngaji again was in my mind..
Maybe I cud ask Baby to help me.. since he katam I tink lots of times oredy..
I'm sure he can guide me.. slowly.
But I missed my Quran which I bought with the meanings and translation in English..
It's still with my ex..
I tot of dropping by to take the Quran from him or his sister..

Today I'll be busy baking..
So will be going home strate after werk..
Cant wait to bake my Honey Cornflakes & Choc Chip cookies..
Yumz..

Friday will be baking at Bestie's place..
Gerl, my bf wants to join us for baking ..
Can tak? Confirm nanti last2 melepak ngn laki n adek kau kt hall..
Lolz.. =)

Cya gerl on Friday..

I can't help it ..
It was in my mind the whole day at the office..
So.. break fast with Alia at KFC..
Yumz.. got my Fish Zinger Meal..
And I noe I broke the rule.. Shh...
But its ok wat I fasted the whole day.. so.. shud be ok la..

Geez.. after eating KFC only then I saw my Roti Kirai.. haiyahzz..

Nvm, cuz Roti Boyan made my day last nite..
Late snack of Roti Boyan which Dad brought from dunno where.. sental ajer ah..
Yumz again..
But but but.. I ate a slice only ah.. kekeke..

Watched the last episode of Jeritan Sepi and I cried on the last scene of the drama..
Touching giler.
Then when Baby called me he laughed at me for crying.."
Blardy gol tul !!
But his voice juz melts me and forget bout the whole thing..

Well today..
Looking forward to meet my ITE frenz for Iftar..
Can't wait..
Maybe break fast at Sakura..
See how it goes.. Miss u Fara, Shidah & Akbar..

And.....
This Sat iftar with Baby frenz again.
This time I dunno who'll be coming..
We'll see..

And gotta hunt for that baju raya.. hmmmm boring sehh.. have to rempuh Geylang.. =(

Kk better do my werk now..

What else can I do..besides blogging in here..
Since now is the lunch hour..
Brought my PSP so that I can rest my mind off work fer awhile..
But since I got the time I shall blog abit..

My morning was fine for today..
Reached office soo early.. 7.25 am reached safely.
This time after woking up, I automatic stood up and go to the toilet strate..
Takde tido-tido alek (hehehz which is my bad habit)
And surprisingly even without Baby's wake-up call.. I cud wake up by myself..
Usually when he calls la, makes me want to sleep again wekekekee...

Im kinda fresh now..
And errr hungry..
I'm like so lazy to fast today..
But I guess I shall just continue my fast..
So far I havent ponteng.. besides the nrmal redlight days..
Hehe break record..

Suddenly my mind is thinking of Roti Kirai (roti jala) my fave..
Ishhh..

havin a very big headache now..
and the pain is juz on top of my eyes..
hurts badly..
but still have to endure..still continue my fast..

maybe due to the Nasi Lemak I ate for Sahur this mrning..
and the almost overslept morning made my head aches alot..
and eyes sored red.. haish..

I wish the day wud end very fast..

Lunch hour, I took a long nap..
Called Baby up to see if he's doing fine at camp..
Juz hoping his reservist will end soon.

Had a great time with Bestie last nite..
Broke fast with just curry puffs from OCK and my Jollibean drink..
Then made our way to Lucky Plaza's Ayam Penyet Ria..
Quite awhile not eating there..
They had this promo set.. RedSnapper fish with Rice set..

And I love it to bits..
It tasted better than the Pecel Lele (Catfish)..
And the chilli padi is still spicy as ever... hot hot hot..

Dragging our feet we took the MRT home..
Penat gitu..

But it was nice to meet my Bestie once in awhile since she's busy now with her responsibilities as a wife.. and soon a mummy..
I wonder how her kids will look like..
Let's juz pray you have a smooth pregnancy and that your baby grows healthily..

and I wish I had my own.. hehe.

maybe, mentally I'm prepared to get married and have kids but.. financially maybe lom rezeki la..
and I still have years to go before I really settled down.

I dun talk much with Dad now..
And I dun bother ..
I just need some little space of my own..

I need space..

speaking of space.. I havent clean my room ..
I mean really spring cleaned..
I think I am gonna collect alot of dust from the cleaning..
Eurghh.. ~

yay..

my pants are much looser now...
and my tops got more space to fit in..

hehe thanks to fasting and taking care of my diet.
nwadays I cant finish my food..

hmm I have an idea.. whatever I eat I cannot finish I give Bestie eat la..
wakkakaaka.
asik lapar je.. mengunyah aje keje makcik tu..
oopzz ngumpatz aje fid, batal puasa kiter.. haiyoz.

so bored.. juz counting down the time to go home seh..

Well.. juz look on the bright side lah..

Missed Baby.. =(

Recap on my wonderful weekend..

Friday.. TGIF..
Slack, didnt do much work..
Broke fast with Alia my colleague at one of the coffeshopz in Clementi Central..
It lookz like Mr Teh Tarik cuz got one of the stalls Sedap Noodle..
Hehe..
Lupe nak amek picz..
Ate Rojak India..after such a long time eating it..

Baby booked out of his camp and he managed to break his fast with his family..
Reached home after eating and I was oh-so-crampy..
And I remembered I cried reading one of Baby's touching smses..

But soon came Saturday..
A nice weather to sleep.. it was drizzling.. cold..
And good thing was I'm on my off day..
Went out only after 3..
Dressed up and mit Baby at my block.. I soooo missed him to bits..
Felt like hugging him but we were both fasting...
Hehe.. =P

Met his friends at Bencoolen for iftar..
Chilled a while..
Went to Bugis St cuz the guys wanted to catch Man U vs Liverpool..
So we headed to Breko Cafe..
Ahaha tk masok diri luar aje .. lolz.

While me n Baby got bored of the game.. we both wandered at Bugis Village..
I bought myself a tube top..hehe $10 ajer..
If i noe, I bought alot of those sehh at Bangkok.. haish..
And nyahahhaah got stickers for my helmet..
And I'm gonna look for more..

Later, we rode off to Memo..
Chilled turtle .. till morning..
Me and Baby had our Sahur at Al-Azhar..
And then headed home.. with sleepy eyes..

Spent my Sunday on the bed till buka time..
Haha lazy ass..

And peepz..
I wanna ask u..
How do you overcome being in a situation whereby one of ur parents juz can't accept the person u love??
And how do u convinced him/her that the person u love is a good guy..

Haiz..
It's been on my mind lately..
And my parents dun even trust me at all...
Im a big grown lady at the age of 23..
Can't I juz go back late at times without u guys keep ringing my hp..
It gets irritating sumtimes..
Can't juz an sms saying "I'm outside, Be home late..", convinced u guys..
Haiz..

Other than that.. Dad is being such a heartless person..
He dun let any of my frens come to my house for Hari Raya..
Waddafuck..

changed my blogheader and some parts of the layout..
just so bored lah..
so juz had some ideas ..
still i wanna do more..

if only im gud at it so i can design more themes with brushes..

hehe..

today's Friday..!!!

Baby's coming home today..
Yay!!
Cant wait for tomorrow..
On off tomorrow so I get to sleep.. yay...
heehe..

So so looking forward to meeting him.. wanna squeeze him ahakz..
Today's a Friday.. hmmm maybe juz go home strate again..
No one to go out with..
Plus $$ oso not enuff.. hurhur =(

I'm worried bout my Sepang trip..
I dunch noe if i have enuff leave or not..
Haiz..
So So worried.. =(

I really hate my salary payment..
Twice a mth is really hard fer me to save up.
And now everything needs money..

Sorry kids, no duit raya this year.. lolz. :p

Ciaoz

juz had enuff with werk.
overheard sumting..
and i noe im not gonna tahan with all these.

I had to disappoint Baby..
Fer the trip.. tkde leave nyer pasal..
Or maybe I'll juz take the unpaid leave. Arghhhh..

But I dun care I am still goin to the race..
Hmmmphxxx..

I'm staying late in the office now to do what's necessary..
I dunno what i'll break fast with.. Milo & Biskot maybe..

Gotta do werk now..
Hungry la.. =(

As some of y'all noe..
I oways put my initials as Dark Tearz..
I love my nick and there's a reason why the name sticks with me till now..
And it's been 5 years now..

Many have asked, "Why ur nick Dark Tearz??"
The answer to this is that.. "No, I'm not those ladies who have tears tattoo below their eyelids.. And sorry no offence most ppl call them minas' or minarepz..
No im not any of those list of people..
But it's quite amazing to see this girls or ladies who have the guts and endurance to go thru a tattooing process despite the pain.
I do have frens who have tattoos and I dun mind at all.. in fact I admired the nicely designed for ladies..

Ok back to the main point.. ahaha..
My nick was actually a meaning of my real name Nurafidah.
I dunno why but this site gave me a gothic nick transformed by my real name..
And it turns out to be "Dark Angel of Tears"..
So, get it now why I'm Dark Tearz..

I laughed when some tot I mina lah.. yeslah I mina selengit adelah.. Lolz.

Well..
The reason why I blogged about this cuz ahahahhaah mainly I dunno what to blog..
Kekeke..

Oh yah went to Geylang yesterday with my sister.
Cudnt manage to find any baju raya which is nice..
Yang aku nak harga semua meletopz.. ahhaha.. I cannot buy so expensive la budget babe!
FL2 oso.. not many caught my eye..
Stress liao..
How How.. no baju seh...
=(
Any ideas where to get ranging from below $100..

Haiz, another sleepy day to go thru today.. *yawnz*
I have to face the comp for 7 hrs starting now.. haiz.

Hurhur.. =(

this is a very tiring boring post.. BeWaRe!!!

I dunno what to blog about but I just felt like typing it out.
Just to cover up my sleepiness and my boring-ness in the office..
No one to sms with ahakz..
Cannot sms boyfie cuz he very busy jadi abang-abang gurkha..

Gossiping with bestie now on the phone..
hehe.. bored siak.

And tummy grumbles again..
3 more hours to yum yum..
Going geylang serai with my sister.. check on baju raya..
Dunno whether shud get a normal baju kurung, kebaya or those pantsuits..
Hmm.. but I tot of kebaya.. see how..
I wished I'd go for tailored but my family's always the last min kind so too bad..
No tailored clothes for this year..

Baby..... I MISS U.
It feels so long to reach Friday...
=(

Okie I'm craving for Ayam Percik.. but I noe I cant eat alot.. must watch my diet.. oopz.

Last nite break fast with colleagues Fatin, Zack n Faizal.. at Mr Teh Tarik 456..
Had my normal Chicken Chop and Horlicks Dinosaur..
Yum Yum..
Relax abit before heading home..
Once home, waited for Baby to call..
He sounds sooo tired ..
Keciannz dier baca notes sampai tertido..

Miss looking at his face when he sleeps..

Yawnzz...
Let me have a 5 min nap before I do my work again..

Ciaozzzz

Suddenly I'm craving for Roti Boyan...
Mmmmm...in the blood ah.. org boyan katakan..
Tummy *grumbles*..

and I still cudnt get my hands on the suji pudding.. haiz.

and I wonder wat Baby's doing at his bunk..

and I wonder how, i wonder why... *err, mcm lagu Lemon Tree ajer??!, lolz*..

okies.. seriously i am bored to the maximaz...

hmmm dunno if I shud bake cookies this year or not...
shall go open the recipe book.. yumz*

okies.. stop thinking of food.. haiz batal gak puasa aku nie.. cant help lahz..

It's a Monday..
I'm not having the blues but my whole body's aching..
My right arm strained..

But overall, my weekends were suPeR sweet.. with spending time juz me and Baby..
From Fri to Sun.. hehe tk jelak lak ehk..
Since today he's already reporting to camp for his Reservist.. so we took the chance to spend time together..

Friday started off with breaking fast at Bussorah St.. bought lamb kebabs at the mini bazaar and my Nutri Soy milk hehe.. we broke our fast at one of the alleys behind the Sultan Mosque.. It was a nice feeling to hear live azan.. which marks the time to break our fast and also the Maghrib prayers.
After makan, I sat one corner near the mosque while wait fer Baby to perform his Maghrib prayers..
Then we headed to town to juz chill.. went to Cineleisure..to remember our very first date..
Hehe..
Sweet..

Saturday... went to work in the morning... Ngantuk bangetz.
And went home after dat to sleep..
Then off to Balestier with Baby to find some stickers for my very plain helmet.
I really wanted to design my own but dunno how much. Lolz.
Cudnt find any nice ones so we headed to the next shop.. this time to get his gloves.
Broke our fast at Bencoolen.. Hmm.. the Roti John I tell u.. mmmmm... marvellous..
Besar and sungguh mengenyangkan.. with cheese with mushrooms... aww loveley...
Then off to Geylang to jalan2 but it was so damn packed..
And plus we were soaked in the heavy rain.. ahaha syiok lah.. kekekke.. all wet..
Stopped sumwhere nearby to dry ourselves up..

Sunday.. was Zzzz day.. Slept the whole day.. My whole family didnt wake up for Sahur.. sume overshot tido.. wakakak..
And I slept till 6..ahaha ntah batal ke tak puasa aku tu..
Showered and break my fast with my family at home..
Initially my plan was to stay home.. but Baby smsed me..to meet after break our fast..
He wanted to get last min stuffs for his reservist today..
Off to IMM .. hmmm saw a pair of LEVIS signature jeans.. which cost half a price of the usual Levis Jeans.. I was so surprised..
Tot of getting a pair of those .. soon.
But importantly my Raya stuffz... lom beli!!! ahahhaah..

Baby sent me home and we chilled near my block..
I'm starting to miss him.. But 2 weeks will soon pass by quickly..
Insya Allah he still books out on the weekend ..
So I cant wait.. =)
Miss ya Baby..

And damn.. miss Bestie too..
Mane kau.. lama tak comment kt Multiply aku.. hmmmph..
Dah ade baby lupe aku eh kekekekeek..
I hope to see u in any of the wkdays for Iftar and geylang.. =)

Enjoy the week peeple... =)

I was all psyched bout my treatment yesterday..
20 mins of tummy, thighs and butt wrap with some current goin thru my body..
And yes the whole body shake with vibrations..juz like kena 'shock' ahaha.

I fell asleep while going thru the process..
And i really felt different.. my body felt much lighter..
The best part was the butt.. heehe i loike.
After the process, i feel the fat burns cuz my body produce a lil of sweat around the wrapped areas..

Mind you, I did not even break my fast.. at all when doing my treatment..
Cuz I started the whole thing at 6.30..And surprisingly I wasnt evern feeling hungry..

The weather was sooooo sooooo wet and cold yesterday..
Luckily I did bring my umbrelly..

I really was feeling down.. I dunno wats up with me..
Yes I did had a little argument with Baby due to my sensitiveness..
And I was teary-eyed bout it the whole day in the office..
And no mood at all..
But the worries all ended after Baby decide to meet near my house.. which is where else but JP..
Just seeing his face.. I forgot that we argued that morning..
I really miss that dimple faced boy..
Had a late breaking of fast for me.. at KFC.. forced to eat Coleslaw to take care of my diet.
Ahakz.. yelah Baby kan makan sedap2 kat uma my Bestie. Mee Siam lak tu..
Rabak gerl tak pack kan aku ..ahahahaa.. just kidding.

After dat we sat and talk about things.. and the morning argument..
Haiz.. I pitied Baby cuz due to my ego.. I hurt him..
But it wasnt intentional..
And I noe wen I hugged him, I cudnt afford to lose him..
He's my one and only DingDong.. and I love my DingDong to bits..
He's all I ever needed. .My ecstacy woohoo..

The office will soon have alot of changes..
And I dunno how the outcome will be..
Hopefully I'm not late for work anymore.. Lolz. =)

I guess today I'll be breaking fast at home..
Can't wait for my pay Friday.. need to pay some stufz and shop abit..

Well I guess that's it..then.

Till later..

Today time passes so fast..
I didn't do a single work.. juz check on my daily work emails.
And I was like frenster-ing and bloghopping..

And I came across sumthing from Baby's frenster..
Sumhow I felt sumting not right lah..
But I dun wanna continue having those doubts..
I juz hope all those thoughts that I have are not true..
I noe im not suppose to doubt him but sumtimes I can't help it.

I noe he loves me..
Usually these gerls juz give me the wrong impression..

Alhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

I dun have any mood to do anyting now..

Bye.

*He's mine... I love him.. dun take him away from me.. =(

I think I've been dozing off like a few times oready..
And I think my boss saw me..
Ahhh, dun care.
Not enuff sleep ugh..

My body feels soooo lethargic..
I didnt do much work but my body's aching here and there..
I need a full body massage..
Hehe, Baby's massage is the best..

But of coz I can't ask him to do it fer me at this time of the month rite??
Keke.. mampos aku if my Baby reads this..
He does read my blog wekekeek

At 5 plus in the morning when I was still soundly asleep..
I received an sms from my Baby..
A very touching sms that shed me tears..
I really appreciate it Baby..
It makes me love u more..
And yes I hope our journey together is everlasting.. insya Allah..
The gado-gado syg, the jokes..just bring u more closer to me..

This Ramadan.. a test fer us..
Will seldom meet up..
And a test fer me..
Since he'll be away at camp for his Reservist on the coming 8th..
Dah kene jadi abg-abg polis.. keke tapi polis dalam hutan.. Lolz.
But I should be ok.. it's juz two weeks..

I can survive..but will miss him haiz
Nevermind, my novels will entertain me at night if I can't talk to him on the phone.

It's raining.. cold cold weather for the fasting mth is good..
Sejuk jer..
Wonder wat mum's cooking today.. Lolz.

Tomorrow's appointment. Can't wait.. =)

I'm still in the office.. it already 5.47pm now..
My boss already rush home.. takot jam keke maklomlah nak berbuka bersama keluarga..
I think I'll be rushing to take the packed bus later..

I feel like I am fasting..
Even I'm excused of fasting but then I didn't wake up fer Sahur and I didnt even grab a bite before going to work..
So now.. kepala ade noneng sikit due to not eating at all..

Yesterday.. So glad that I get to spent time with my Baby..
Since today's oready fasting so yesterday we had the whole day to ourselves..
Went out makan and juz jalan2..
Mum and sis went to Geylang yesterday but I didnt follow.. I hate the crowd..
Especially they like to go there last min b4 fasting starts..

And yeah I havent get myself a baju ..
Hmm..

Okielah I think I go home now lah.. Mendak seh.
Wonder wat mum's cooking tonite..

Ok byeeeeee. ...wee

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