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♥Saturday, February 21, 2009
miss me or not?


got miss me???

well, sorry for the lack of updates..
been tight with werk.. handling two jobs now..
i hope it'll be a success..
Cant wait fer everything to be ready and start.

Everything's been great for me juz dat I dun hav much sleep.
And I cant wait to see my Baby today..

Can I have a massage??? *winkz*



But I don't care what they say @ 4:11 AM

♥Thursday, February 19, 2009
busssssseyyyyy


Yesterday was a busy day for me..
I was packed with my customer service duty & also my admin duties.
And there was audit goin on.. ohh myy...

I didnt even have time to surf the net..
Sianz.

Aniwaes.. finally got my passport ready..
And managed to meet up with Baby on Tues.. he accompanied me to ICA due to me blur blur lah..
Hehe nak amek photo pon kanchiong.. lolz.

Met Bestie yesterday for the preparations.. I hope it work out ya beb. Cant wait.
Chilled at Vivo Starbucks..
Only managed to talk with Baby at 4am.. aiyoh..
He woke me up from my sleep to talk to me.. Miss those times..
Before we were a couple we used to talk to each other on the phone at wee hrs in the morning.
Hehe terimbas kenangan manis... =)

Lurpp him so much.

Soon, I'll be a busy woman... *winkz @ Bestie*





But I don't care what they say @ 3:59 AM

♥Monday, February 16, 2009
mouuuuuundayyyy..


God is testing me..
I noe He is..
I noe He is testing if I can go thru all this sebagai umatNya..

I noe I've not accomplished the duties as a rightful Muslim.. for a long time..
And some things reminded me to be thankful for what I am now.

Nvm..
Juz my thought for today..

What a Monday..

I had a decent celebration with Baby last Sat.. Chill went out to East Coast at nite..
And headed home after dat..
Sun, was with Yat & Zany at Esplanade & Beach Rd..

Now.. the bike is down again.. =( haiz.



But I don't care what they say @ 5:03 AM

♥Saturday, February 14, 2009
watever happens, I'll be by ur side..


This month is not a good month..

Watever happens, I leave it to God..
Evil shall not be replied with evil..
Dun play fire with fire..

Sabar separuh dari Iman...

That theft .. really was a loss..
But think back.. we're still lucky..

So much in my head now..
So many plans ahead.
The time to think of earning more money..
The time for education.. maybe continuing my Diploma at PSB Academy .. insya Allah
After all debts cleared..
Stress or no stress.. I juz gotta get a Diploma..
Cuz my years of werking & experience... wont get recognized at all by companies nowadays..
They juz need to see that cert and they'll give u the right pay..

Managed to sit down at Bt Pjg Library last nite..
and found alot of book on scrapbooks..
I spent an hour or two.. getting some more ideas..
After such a long time not borrowing any books from the library.. I finally borrowed two..
Before heading to the carpark to see the guys do the new suspension..
Tungkus lumus..
And the bike ok juz dat cannot start.. haiyahz..


Today, Valentine's Day huh..
Not celebrating but..
But I wish all of them out there a Happy Valentines Day...

Still when I look at Baby's face..
I can see that he is still sad over wat happened..
But smuanye ade hikmah di sebaliknyer...
Insya Allah.. Amin.



But I don't care what they say @ 4:34 AM

♥Thursday, February 12, 2009
cry.my.tearz.out.


Really not my day today..
I dun wanna say much.

It hurts to the core.
It hurts.

Fuck lahh..

I need to go on hiatus..
Its really not my day..
Or maybe week..

='(



But I don't care what they say @ 11:53 AM

♥Wednesday, February 11, 2009
all I wanna do..


W E D N E S D A Y ....

I am finally done.. And I was all smiley about it..
Done out of my own hands..
The Scrappy fer Baby is done..
Now I really hope he'll like it..

Meeting him later..
I really have to thank him fer helping me send the Passport application for me..
Cuz they close at 5pm haiz..
Lucky got my darling..

I dunno what I shud do today..
I have some plans on my head fer me and him..
But... dunno if we'll accomplish it..

I'll post the picz tomorrow..
Gotta go .. lots to do now..

Toodlez..



But I don't care what they say @ 8:44 AM

♥Tuesday, February 10, 2009
baby..


The scrappy is finally gonna finish..
Juz one more..
My bf is still clueless on how the scrappy looks like..
But I hope he likes it..

I've nvr done scrapbooks before... thanks to Fatin dearie for sharing some ideas..
Never thought I'd really indulge my time in this..
Penat2 pon I still do it..

Not tat I'm doing this for Valentine or wat lah... I dun even celebrate Valentine's..
It's juz sumthing that came up and I felt like doing..
Actually there's more..
But nah... try the smaller ones first...

Btw, I'd like to say I miss my Baby..
Yesterday and today he's been werking the nite shift..
Poor baby..

My mum once asked me "Kak y u kol ur bf Baby?? Kan dah besar.."
Hehe. =) Otak blank gak..
Even my little sis disturb me bout that..
Becoz the very first time I met him on our very first date..
He look so baby-faced...
Cineleisure.. where we met.. and slept while watching Narnia movie....lolz.
And his red color spark.. worst he left his keys on the bike without no one noticing..
Heh =)

Haiz I can still recall.. dua-dua malu kucing.. =0

I miss u Rusydi darling..



But I don't care what they say @ 8:36 AM

♥Monday, February 09, 2009
weekend with the love..


My weekend went well..
First off.. Friday nite..
From office.. it was raining okie.. and my sweet Baby had to wear for me his raincoat..
=)

Headed to S'pore Expo.. with an excited heart..
To catch the Nike Expo Sale.. but to our disappointment..
It closes at 7pm..
And we reached at 6.30..
Due to waste of time finding which hall the sale was.. by the time sale dabis..
Haiz.. dapat tahu...we went to the wrong hall.. instead of Hall 6A we went to Hall 1.. lol..

Hall 1 was so dark... wakakaka.
Tapi tkpelah.. ingat ada Adidas selling there.. its okie..
Cuz we managed to drop by airport..
Had dinner at the Canteen there..
Pasta Halal...hehe.

Then Baby received a call.. One of his fren involved in an accident..
After eating, we zoomed all the way to NUH to visit his fren..
Met up with the babes.. happy to see them.
Supper at Bendemeer...
And head off home..

The next day..
Went to town to get my sister her bday present..
Glad that she like the bag..
Wanted to find my scrappy stuff but we end up chilling at Coffee Bean..
Headed home early as Baby's werking the morning shift the next day..

Sunday.. spent time at home finishing up my scrappy stuffz..
Almost done..
Left to put the picz.. to my disappointment.. went to JP to develop pics but the machines had long queues of banglas..
Lolz..
Sorang cuci gambar je berejam.
Gave up and bought my other stuffs at Popular instead..

Now in the office.. kinda sleepy but in the ok-ok mood..

Today I feel like going to get my scrappy stuffz again..
Anyone wanna accompany me????
=)




But I don't care what they say @ 5:41 AM

♥Friday, February 06, 2009
scrapz and modelling..


Yesterday was a loner shopping fer myself..
Headed town after work.. strate to Kino Taka..
But as I was walking towards Taka..a gerl stopped me and said i was spotted to join their model agency.
When I checked the card she gave me it was "I-Model Agency" ..
I thought they no longer spot talents on the streets.. Used to being spotted alot during my ITE days..
But then can't the gerl see I'm litte bit oversize now to be a model..
I've went to their office before when I was spotted last time..
But the thing is nothing is FREE.. gotta pay fer the folio fees..
Lolz.
If they call me again, I dunno if I wana go or not..
Haha..

Bought Eclipse & Breaking Dawn.. the last two saga for Twilight..
Juz couldnt miss it..

Then next to Art Friend to get stuffs for my scrapbooking..
Hehe.. And to the Creative Art store juz next to it..
I was soo satisfied with the service there..
The malay gerl there was very helpful giving me ideas noeing that its my first time doing scrapbooks.. I forgot to check her name..
I was surprised a very rugged looking gerl but polite and helpful..
I am sure to go there again...
Cuz I think I nid sumore stuffz..
I hope it turns out nice.. =)

And then off home.. strate away I layout everything and puts bits and pieces..
Hehe..
I hope the person I'm gonna give this thing too will love it.. =P

And I was looking at Diyanah's makeover pics..
It reminded me of my makeover with Bestie ..
Was looking back on it..
And I realise I was quite slimmer than now..
OHhhhhhhh NOOOOooooooooooooooo!!!

Here's the pic..


hehehe and bestie was slimmer too.. heheheheheheh...

gotta go..



But I don't care what they say @ 6:51 AM

♥Thursday, February 05, 2009
pretttttttt...


Yesterday wasnt a gud day for me..
My morning in the office wasnt healthy..
Instead of doing my paperwork, I was more stuck in the toilet..
I had a sudden diarrhea and worst i vomitted whatever I ate..
Tak bley tahan.. so halfway went to poly to get checked ..

And guess what.. the doc pressed hard on my right abdomen..
And gosh it was bloody painful daaa..
The worried part was.. if pain is ongoing..
I might have appendict.. Oh noo...

And boy am I worried...
And doc advised me to go for a check at the nearest hospital.. A&E sumore..
Seram la.. the thought of the hospital bills juz dun make me wanna go..

Baby was also sick.. and he went to his company doc after i took my medicine..
the most kecoh clinic.. aiyoh ..

Had hot tea before we both went home..

And Im very sorry I cudnt meet my frenz..
Will make up the next time..

Till later.. Am so sleepy now.. I wana go buy my novels today Eclipse and Breaking Dawn..
I realised Kino is selling much cheaper than Borders..
Hehe..
Book worm..

I've still gotta go for practise lessons for my theory..
Haiz.



But I don't care what they say @ 4:19 AM

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