Mind me.. I feel like blogging in malay today..
Yg paham.. pahamkan.. yg tk paham, jangan macam paham...

Hehz

Semalaman, aku nyaris melangkah pergi..
Tahap kesabaran ku sudah jangkau yang paling atas..
Hanya tangisan yang dapat memahami ku..
Mengapa jadi begitu ..
Adakah aku terlalu mengikuti kata hatiku, atau ia sekadar satu ujian dari yang Maha Esa..

Satu ujian melawan ego masing-masing..
Menahan kata-kata marah..

Aku jadi bingung..
Aku buntu..

Hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu isi hatiku..

Arus hidup ini, tak selamanya indah..
Adakala berseri, adakala muram..
Penuh dengan dugaan..

Juz some thoughts I had yesterday...
I almost left sumone who loved me dearly..
But I noe in the end, I noe I can't live without him..
And he's a man who fulfilled his promises.
I realised when I hugged him yesterday on his bike, I noe that I wana keep hugging him and never let go..
Silently, I shed tears beneath the visor..
But the wind wipe it away...

And when he holds my hands, he'll surely give it a warm squeeze..
Which makes me all smiley..

I can see from his face, how he really wants me to be by his side always..
I've loved before..
But I've never felt loved like this from a man like you..

I juz dun wanna let go animore..
I noe I need you..
I noe U need me..
And the sacrifices that we have to make I hope will strengthen our bond..

Baby, I remember those words from u the first time ..
That it's gonna be hard but no matter wat we'll pull thru this together..
And insya Allah.. I'll always be by you.. =)

*sobz*

Sumtimes, a person does really love you...but some things will juz blind ur heart..
And u'll tend to follow ur ego..
I learnt not to take things forgranted and to always be thankful with wat God's given you.

:::: BaBy, I noe u'll read this.. in years to come, I still wanna be the one hugging you, kissing ur hand, comb ur hair, massage ur shoulders when ur tired, gaze ur eyes and hold ur hands.. Let's grow old together.. =) ::::