sometimes it gets complicated.. and confuses me..
and it's really not a good sign..
i have to think positive..
to think in a mature way.. cuz yeah im turning a year older soon..

the 1st will come soon.. and i shud act my age..

And I guess.. only time will tell whether I can make it or not..
Whether I'm meant for all this or not.
Whether it's love, life or lust..

I've already made the decision to take an off on my birthday..
I wonder why my company doesnt have Birthday Leave..
Lolz..
Govt jobs do have seh.. =(

Listening to Ria now and its the Bismillah song...
Dunno from who..
Got rap..
The old song from Yasin & Too Phat I noe..
But this one different..
Got like M.Nasir voice..
Nice raps with lots of morality advice..
"Tessa Rossa, rollacosta.. hahahah wTH??!!!

Hmmm wat are plans fer my bday..
Of coz there's no celebration.. like every year.. its the same.
Unless someone wants to hold a celebration for me..
I'd be happy to blow the cake.. hehehe.
Well not important lah..

But time really went by very very fast..
Before I knew it a year's gonna pass..
Since last dec, my breakup, till June this year my bliss when God gave me Baby..
The love I did not find but blooms by itself..
Which made me love him stronger each day..
And it's really true..
Love did find me by itself.. and it was my decision to either open up my heart to it or not..
Alhamdulilah..
I still rememver the moon,the waves and the stars witnessing our love bloom that nite.. =)
Love u Baby..

and hehe I was juz being random here..
I'm blogging bout watever in my mind now..
And its so cold..
heavy rain..

Back to reality now.. werk werk werk...